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Thursday, November 24, 2005
a promise that was nv fulfilled
we had arguments over who was gonna go. initially it was him who was gonna go with u. 2 weeks b4 the thing. but jus 3 days b4 that, i knew i could nv be so generous as to let other guy go with u. i told u i wanted to go with u. i knew then, ur heart already has a choice. that is to go with me. we met at my hse, thinking of ways to break the news to him, that u were going with me. in the end, he agreed and was extremely disappointed.
the day had come. we dressed up and made our way to the destination. i knew it was the day where u'd be very very happy. was really looking forward to it.
there we are, at the indoor stadium. was flooded by fans of jay chou. yes. i was gonna watch the concert with u. though the seats are not together, we hope we'd be able to find a seat together. we went in, seated down with me sitting in front while u sat jus right behind me. in the end, the people on my side was surprisingly absent. so i asked u down to seat with me.
the concert was gonna start and i can sense that u were very very excited. Yi Fu Zhi Ming was the 1st song and up came jay. i held ur hand and i could almost feel ur happiness. nv had i felt so happy with u b4. as time passed, the ending was approaching. songs like Jie Kou, Wa Jie, Ge Qian, Qi Li Xiang were the songs that sounds so fantastic. so soothing to the ear probably because they were my fav songs. singing along with jay, i can see u so happy. i seldom see u sing.
everything has an ending. and so does the jay concert. everything ended and now we have to make our way back.
this is the part. i made a promise to u. 2 years later. jay promised to come back to singapore to start another concert. a promise i made. to bring u back again. without much controversy. 2 years later. but it was a promise that was meant not to be fulfilled. cos u left me. u wanted to. nv had the thought to stay by my side. so full of regrets. really wanna fulfil my promise. but now the chance is gone. not even hope.
now, im in class. but these memories jus leaves me stranded in a world of nobody. dunno wad im thinking but jus so lost in class. getting from bad to worse. gonna get something to eat. though break is at 1. jus so hungry. -gone-
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11:46 AM
