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Saturday, December 03, 2005
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had a conversation with jingjie jus now. flashes of my past, came thru my mind. every bit, every part. how i endured all nonsense, how i endured all insults. to think that someone actually told me that the person thinks that im the wild while yl was the matured one. oh come on. dig ur eyes out bah. she's the wild one while im always the one doing all those shit stuffs. crap. yea. its over. no pt digging everything out. but why must i be reminded of it? crap shit. i hate it. i hate it.
im not blaming u jingjie. jus that i hate to think of the past. makes me feel so insulted. was made to look like a fool to her. yea. mayb im still blaming her. but why? i dunno.
talked to a few frens but none reply. except for one who replied later. sad. i din know im so pathetic. but who cares. at most i'll become a loner nia lor. working dinner shift later. will miss liverpool's game against wigan. oh well, might as well dun work u might say. but if i dun work, how am i suppose to haf money to spend? am still considering whether to move out. ha. ppl must be thinking. u r mad lor. moving hse liao still wanna move out. but who can understand the bloody pain i go thru from staying with my family? nvm abt that.
think im going back to prepare for work.
-off to shower-
lost ;
3:55 PM
