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Tuesday, March 28, 2006
10 days
its been 10 days since i blogged. or mayb more. so many things happened.
jus got my results. a total sucky result. no further comments. screwed my cumulative gpa. im seriously thinking that im jus lucky that i wun haf to face her again. totally freak me out.
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how many ppl in present, are actually doing jobs that they like? why must i insist on doing a job that i like? i used to be confident. very. that i'd make it big someday. but things happened and everything changed. but if i jus give up, its as good as saying that im useless.
someone told me. its impt to know wad u wan in life. thats very true. since my dreams are all shattered, i think its really no pt trying to hang on to my dreams. afterall, like someone said, dreams arent reality. she woke me up. u dream to achieve. achieve the best that u can. only that, will ever make a person fulfil their dream. even if its not close, but at least they tried.
my family aint well off. i know how hard my parents had been struggling. i jus cant be spending their money all day long. though i admit my future is in serious doubt, but at least, i hope to ease my family members' burden. i wanna be paying for everything on my own. i dun wanna depend on them anymore. because i dun wan ppl to think im a small boi again. im 18 turning 19. this cant go on. ive gotta find back my confidence. the confidence that made me think that i can become somebody one day. ur words. gave me something to think abt. i wun be able to find it back immediately. but i believe i will. hopefully, its as much as ur belief in me. i'll prove u wrong.
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sounds serious. dun i? yea. the above msg is meant for someone. having driving lesson later. and after tonite, i'll be able to book TP liao. hopefully i wun get too far a date.
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