memories within.
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October 2005
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September 2006
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
its gone.
realise that i really had lost the ability to voice out on certain things. had once confided in her in almost every little thing. and got a reply that states "u like tell me everything, got also complain, dun haf also complain, arent u tired?" that really made me lose the ability to voice out wad i feel or wad i think.
no, im not blaming her. its got nth to do with her. its jus me. i jus dunno how to voice out at the appropriate time and when not to. some soul searching to be done. lack of confidence. thats how bad a person can be when he/she lacks confidence.
im trying hard to gain back my confidence. my whole lot of confidence when i was younger. feeling so inferior to the surroundings. nv was, am not, but i'll be.
no use regretting or hating wadever u missed out on. i lost the chance that i wanted so badly. no one else to blame but myself. mayb thats why i hate my life so much. but like i said earlier, no pt hating my life. all i can do is to live life to the fullest. i was once labelled as complain prince. but now it seems as though that title is getting further and further away from me.
hmm. guess its jus another inferior entry by kl. shant bother with myself now.
lost ;
3:09 AM
