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Sunday, April 16, 2006
will u?
"wan me to whack u ar" thats the sentence ure saying when im blogging. yes we're on the fone. but i dunno how to get across my msg to u. so i used blogging instead.
im fearing for everything now. fearing the future. wad's past is past.
when im with u, my thoughts run wild. i keep thinking of wad's gonna happen. (bad side). when i look at u, every moment, every second, i know im not gonna let u go. the smile on ur face, the laughter u gave, it really makes me happy. ya, im unhappy this few days. but jus ur smile and ur laughter is enuff to make me feel better.
i know ure not prepared. or at least thats wad u will say to make me feel better. but i so much wan u to be part of my life. becos i know i dun wanna lose u, dun wanna let u go, dun wanna live a life without u. its only yest that i realise this.
the words u gave me, really makes me happy yet sad at the same time. time is nv a factor i could handle. i really hate it. i miss those times.
jus like wad's said.
it hurts most when ure standing jus beside the person u love knowing that u cant haf them/ be with them. yes. thats wad's hurting me. but not the sole reason as to why im sad this few days. alot alot of things are going thru my mind. i wun say its everything abt u. so hope u wun blame urself or wad.
i jus wanna let u know how i feel. the fears get stronger and stronger with each passing day and the start of sch term nearer. im so afraid.
i must say, i am not pushing for an answer. but after i told u how i feel, the only way to end the thing is to pop the qns " will u be part of my life? " . this jus proves again, how contradicting life is. haiz.
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