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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
how true?
is everyone able to be their true self in front of everyone? for my case. no. the true me, can only be found when im with her perhaps. maybe because i wanna show the "devil" side of me to protect myself. for fear of getting backstabbed, betrayed or wadever situations u'll get from others.
what about when ppl quarrel? the devil side comes out once again maybe because they're still afraid of getting hurt. because if its a quarrel with someone close, they tend to get hurt even deeper. so they'd say things they nv mean to say. to protect themselves.
so how true is a person right in front of a stranger? of cos not everyone has 2 sides of them. but i strongly feel that i haf 2 sides in me. if there really is, which is the real me? or both are me?
i can only say, when im with u, i feel so myself. really like the feeling of it. but whenever im outside, i haf to face ppl with intentions that's out of my expectations. so sick and tired of those ppl who tries to harm or hurt u. jus wanna tell u, i feel very comfortable when im with u. u make me feel that im really kahlun. make me feel i am who i am. ur presence is able to make me feel bliss. feel the happiness that's beyond my imagination.
in the past, when i miss someone, i only thought of how terrible i feel. but when i miss u, it can be as sweet as sugar. the smiles u gave me, so deeply etched in my heart. everynite's no longer a nitemare. its all but sweet dreams. good nite. =)
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