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Monday, May 08, 2006
i din mean it. i din know. im really sorry.
why is happiness always so short? when im with u, whenever i feel happy, time pass so quickly. real quick. one moment, a whole day's gone. but whenever i said smth wrong, or do smth wrong, u ignored me, a minute feels like an hour.
the feeling of being unable to do anything to save wad i say. i can only blame myself for saying the wrong things. i nv wanna use the word regret. becos i haf regretted too much. mayb i jus dun wanna accept the reality that i once regretted. maybe i jus wanna make myself feel better.
but i really really am sorry for wadever that ive said. i know, saying sorry wun help. becos wad's done is done, wad's said is said.
say till here. tears dropped again. weak aint i ? yea im a weakling. i haf to admit. i regretted. saying those things to u. jus moments ago, we were talking abt quitting smoking. but now, im turning to smoking again. unable to drink at home, i jus cant get the agony out of me. the agony of regrettting. especially saying smth wrong to the person u love, u care.
yet again, im gonna say : "im really sorry. i din mean it"
lost ;
10:52 PM
