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Friday, May 05, 2006
so confuse
will people really feel secure if the person they like or love assures them that they'll always be in their hearts?
where do i stand den? i really so much wanted to ask u this. but im so afraid of the answers. u gave me the courage to continue loving u. but whenever people around me, cries to me, tells me how they jus lost their loved ones, i feel so scared. so fear that one day i'll "lose" u.
think too much u may say. but the fear in me, can u understand? yes for now, im happy that i can jus see u whenever we both are free. missing u in a way that i can be happy. that's not a bad thing either. but thinking that sometimes u r so near to him yet so far from me, it hurts.
stress is getting to me in jus the 3rd week of my final year project. had a terrible headache yest nite. fell aslp even as joel pestered me to play TD with him.
typing in this freezing room really makes me feel like hugging u. the warmth u give me, no one has given it to me b4. listening to songs that jus dampen my mood further. often listening to the song that belong to jus both of us.
ni rang wo xiang xing wo men you wei lai. bu guan you duo shao cuo zhe, wo yi ding hui zai ni shen bian.
lost ;
5:52 PM
