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Monday, August 21, 2006
jus a simple msg from me to her.
ai chi chu de nan hai ai zhe mei li de ben nu hai.
haha.
nth to do. too much for me to blog. i think i'll end up flooding the blogger page so might as well jus make it simple.
been in pain for the past 4 days? think i sprained my wrist. don know how i sprained it but i will feel pain now and then whenever i carry things. sux. now i know how issit like when i cant use my right hand to carry stuffs and can only depend on my left hand to carry heavy stuffs. really inconvenient. even when driving where less or minimal str is required, i feel pain sometimes whenever i turn the steering with my right hand. lucky my dad's ok now or else i gotta wake up early every morning and endure this bloody pain on my wrist. darn......
tml's a resting day for me. im on holidays now and if anyone who sees this blog, can ask me out if ure bored too! haha.
ok, job's done here. gotta go finish my other jobs. (acc someone study!) =)
lost ;
1:57 AM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
exactly a month!
its been exactly a month since i blogged.
been tied down by quite a lot of things recently, eg. proj, dad's health, work, and also the coming exams.
have not been really resting for this past month. mentally and physically drained. gotta fetch my sis and mum every morning at 6.45am. cant slp till its 4am. donno wad's wrong with me also. -.-"!
final year project's done. next up's the final paper. hoping everything will jus end quick and i'll take the break i nid and then will start my attachment on sept 4th.
been posted to Electronic Arts Pan Pacific Pte Ltd at fifth avenue. the only consolation is that it's considered a short journey from my house to the company.
feel like a chatterbox when it comes to trivial things. but when it comes to her, i feel as though i have to restrict myself. why is that so? because of him? maybe. but nevertheless, i still care. really do. but just cant find a way to make him or her happy. so might as well jus keep quiet. waits for her call everynite, fearing that if i had called over, it might not been appropriate.
at this particular chapter of my life, it seems as though im really lost.
enough abt this. recently, saw a brochure abt furthering studies. i suddenly got this feeling of going overseas to further my studies. got this weird feeling of wanting to leave everything here and start anew abroad. tired? yes i am. a few good frens. thats all ive got. a lot of fucked up frens. yes i haf alot. i shall not define fucked up.
an alien living with others. yes thats me. donno how to describe my feeling but i only know, the dramas that im watching, her fone call and soccer news or matches. thats all im living for now. or at least i feel thats wad im living for now. life's become boring. unlike the past, where i often go out with her. now, everything's become bland. colourless. jus like my colour deficiency, unable to see proper colours. its incomplete.
ok. im tired abt this kind of things.
shall share the shows im watching.
current show watching :
Tokyo Juliet starring Wu Zun, Ariel Lin
Silence starring Zai Zai, Park Eun Hye, Andy Hui
Lets Get Married starring He Jun Xiang and donno who =X
Big Wife starring Michael Zhang and donno who =X
Wei Xiao Pasta starring Zhang Dong Liang, Cyndi Wang
currently mad about :
Tokyo Drift ! ( i wanna learn drifting !!!!! )
ok. think thats all.
lost ;
11:44 AM
